It’s a place.. A place I’ve never been into.
Tap.. Tap.. Tap.. I look around breathlessly..
No.. Please say no..
I didn’t actually promise anything, did I?
I try to smile, but inside I feel a bit sick.
My smile freezes on my face.
I feel like for the last few months I’ve been trying to force my foot into a wrong-size shoe.
I’ve been ramming, chafing the skin..
And at last I’m admitting it doesn’t fit.
I couldn’t catch up what he’s saying.
I just nod and say “thanks”, not quite sure what else to say.
Sleeping to Dream from Jason Mraz is playing and floating on my mind.
Then I turn around and walk into the stary-stary night, bring along my empty-empty heart..